hello dear one,
i’m laura.
i support my clients to increase pleasure in their lives and to grow emotional resilience.
Pleasure and (emotional) pain are inherently connected. When you want to feel more pleasure, you need to cultivate your capacity to FEEL. Feeling everything - your own emotions and all the subtle and intense sensations in your bodies. I offer safe spaces for my clients to expand their ability to receive pleasure. Whether it is in a workshop, individual coaching or group program - I hold space for your body and nervous system to heal and to build new pathways for pleasure. When working this way, you gently heal from past experiences and unconscious patterns. My tool box for this transfomational work is full of tao & tantric practices, somatic experiencing and sexual empowerment. Are you ready to evolve?
my journey…
My journey with tantra started with pain and numbness. It took me some time to realise that my suffering was a gift and that feeling my pain is the door to authentic pleasure.
I used to think that I’m emotionally intelligent, being able to discuss and analyse how I feel. I couldn’t quite understand why I still have the same arguments with the same people I love, playing out the same patterns as if I’m stuck in a loop. Or in other situations I was able to rationally understand that everything is OK while still wanting to run and hide. Then I began with embodiment therapy and tantric practices fully feeling it all.
That was when transformation truly started to happen and I finally broke free from my pattern. By creating a safe container to open up towards the energy that is in motion (emotion…) we can release and renew on a cellular level that will rewrite our story.
my Experience & lineage
I’m a certified Tao Tantric Facilitator specialising in Sacred Femininity practices. I trained, assisted and co-taught with Shashi Solluna and Minke De Vos. My Lineage is in the tradition of Osho, Margot Anand, Sarita (Neo-Tantra Osho) and Mantak Chia (Universal Healing Tao).
I’ve graduated the Trauma Training for Tantra Professionals certiefied by Tantra Alliance.
I’m a faculty member of the Mysteryschool Awaken As Love since Summer 2022. https://awakenaslove.com
From pain to pleasure
My yoni trauma and me - a love story
I used to believe I can't have orgasms. I would just not feel any internal pleasure. I liked to demonstrate to my girlfriends how it felt by rubbing my forearm with my hand. I would still choose to have sex as I found it very exciting until it reached the point of penetration and it wasn't really enjoyable anymore. Often I kept it as a secret, it felt like something was wrong with me - so I pretended everything was great. It was very frustrating hearing about other women's pleasure. Getting older and being more confident, I eventually learned to have clitoral orgasms which felt like a revelation at the time. It was still super sad to realise I couldn’t have internal orgasms. I found one of these websites selling online courses alsongside crystal dildos for ‘‘Yoni-Dearmouring and Trauma Healing’’. Without understanding the essential tools of BREATH, MOVEMENT AND SOUND, I went searching for painful spots in my vagina which where burried under the numbness. I suppose I was succesful in locating my trauma. Sadly I didn't know how to transform these stuck emotions in my womb and by triggering them I regressed into immense physical pain and despereration. This was the real start of my healing journey. I realised I needed help with this ''trauma''.
After countless hours of somatic therapy for embodiment and numerous tantric trainings, I learned so much about being with my emotions. I know now that my capacity to feeling pleasure & experiencing orgasms equals my capacity to feeling (emotional) pain. I learned to love my pain. Having experienced all of this, I am fully ready to hold a safe space for every women brave enough to increase her capacity to feel pleasure & pain while being guided in BREATH, MOVEMENT & SOUND. It's going to be an epic journey into aliveness - I promise!